seeing adam this weekend put me back in 'sad-i-dont-want-to-be-here' mode.
seeing adam also made me feel other sad things involving boys and confusion and doubt.
but it also made me very happy which adds to more confusion.
i spent all yesterday doing homework. i've spent most of today doing homework and figuring out technical issues.
we're supposed to have a big storm on thursday. apparently its been all over the news but we dont really watch tv here. the maintenance guy came to check our drains so we our apartment doesnt flood and collapse. so i started asking people about this storm and i guess its a big deal and we might die. hm.
i need to go waste money on art supplies. i have painting class from 4pm until 10pm tonight.
i wish i wasnt sad today.